Hello everyone.
It has been an incredibly long time since I’ve posted anything on this blog. I don’t have a particularly good reason, or excuse, as to why. I do have a day job at which I am full-time and often full-time jobs drain whatever energy people have. The same is true for me.
Its been over two years since I have posted anything. During that time, I have not been writing. Not one word. I do not have a magnum opus waiting in the wings to publish and unleash upon the world. Simply, I have been distracted.
Within the past week or so, my grandfather passed away from Covid-19. Pawpaw, as his grandchildren called him, was a loving, charitable, funny, and supportive man. He was a man of many hobbies: sailing, railroad models, and even Flight Simulator. He was also a writer.
When I was younger, I would often send him stories for him to read. I knew I wanted to be a writer, but I needed to grow. He would offer me feedback, all of it taken to heart, and I tried to improve my writing skills. Over time he gave me sage advice (as he did with any number of topics about life), he gave me books on creative writing, and he offered encouragement and motivation when I really needed it.
But we buried him yesterday, and he can’t be here anymore to offer more advice, feedback, or encouragement. I can’t send him anymore stories. And as I sit here and mourn his death, I feel drawn to start writing again. Not for money or fame, but just for me. For him.
Thanks for reading.